I was drained by the open market And decaying in my old apartment Things were great but i failed regardless I can't explain it There's nobody around To wonder what all i'm doing There's nobody around To extend the illusion Nobody around There's gonna be a few changes Cause i'm honestly fine just waiting I wish you'd say that your heart is broken It's been so long since we've last spoken I couldn't shake this sense of devotion I couldn't shake it Cause i want your trust To be loved and then admired Living without your love Makes me feel so fucking tired Yes i know we can't always be desired But living without your love makes me wanna start a fire If i make a come back I will make you pay til you go black And you'll never ever say that i was so bad You couldn't see my face on the program And i'll be giving you an interview Bout the way i do what you wanna do