Second place again, I guess So I can't waste anymore time or waste my breath Because I've been trying hard to get through to you But it appears maybe I just don't have a clue Let 'em wait, yeah, let it slide I don't need no therapist to help me decide I'm gonna cut my losses, swallow my fear Burn my bridges, get outta here 'Cause only I can mend this aching heart I don't know what I'm doing half the fuckin' time I just wanna lie in bed and my drink wine Everybody telling me, I'm losing my mind I just wanna lie in bed and my drink wine I don't know what I'm doing half the fuckin' time I just wanna lie in bed and my drink wine Everybody telling me, I'm losing my mind I just wanna lie in bed and my drink wine Christopher is pure gold And happiness that a buzz will cure me so I'm told Stephanie's getting sick of me Shooting my mouth off about everything But at least I keep my soul when I get old I'm sad to lose our little history This time I had to choose and do it just for me I don't know what I'm doing half the fuckin' time I just wanna lie in bed and my drink wine Everybody telling me, I'm losing my mind I just wanna lie in bed and my drink wine I don't know what I'm doing half the fuckin' time I just wanna lie in bed and my drink wine Everybody telling me, I'm losing my mind I just wanna lie in bed and my drink wine I don't know what I'm doing half the fuckin' time I just wanna lie in bed and my drink wine Everybody telling me, I'm losing my mind I just wanna lie in bed and my drink wine I don't know what I'm doing half the fuckin' time I just wanna lie in bed and my drink wine Everybody telling me, I'm losing my mind I just wanna lie in bed and my drink wine I don't know what I'm doing half the fuckin' time I just wanna lie in bed and my drink wine Everybody telling me, I'm losing my mind I just wanna lie in bed and my drink wine