Eighteen wasted months
Starving in the city with the sun blinds shut
Crawling in my skin, this feeling of bugs
And I can't even go back to just who I was
I'm proving nothing
I'm proving nothing
Wasting my life away
Dreaming of the city and I'm miles away
From everyone I know and love
From one I'm trying to prove my life ain't stuck
I'm fooling no one
I'm fooling nobody but me
Cannot even tell why
I can't help feeling low
Now I can't help feel the blues
Now you know
But it don't even make sense
How I'm moaning like I'm spent
How I'm moaning like a wreck
I don't know
Tensions, drunk and faked
Acting like I'm tired of the comedown slip
Acting like tomorrow's even better than when
And I'm fooling no one
Blaming my life away
Growling at the man for the things I've changed
Everything is hard when it's running away
Like everybody else, I'll think of something to say
And I'm fooling no one
I'm fooling no one
I'm fooling nobody but me
Cannot even tell why
I can't help feeling low
Now I can't help feel the blues
Now you know
But it don't even make sense
How I'm moaning like I'm spent
How I'm moaning like a wreck
I don't know
And I'm fooling no one
I'm fooling nobody but me
Eighteen wasted months
Starving in the city with the sun blinds shut
Crawling in my skin, this feeling of bugs
And I can't even go back to just who I was
Can't even go back to just who I was
Afraid of going back to just who I was
Eighteen wasted months
Starving in the city with the sun blinds shut
Starving in the city with the sun blinds shut
Afraid of going back to just who I was
Eighteen wasted months
Eighteen wasted months