Woke up on the table Feel like a bee in a wasps nest My bodies willing and able Monkey sitting on my chest Busted out of my cage Pistol in my right hand Creature on the rampage Love in toxic wasteland Don't wanna be despised Wanna be despised Wanna be despised Look in my red eyes Look in my red eyes Look in my red eyes So many hows and whys Don't wanna be despised Look in my red eyes Fall in love with the creature inside Now I can't stop scratching My mind is infested Now the beast is hatching Solitary and detested Don't wanna do violence I wanna live in the screen To hear the sound of silence Holy Ghost in the machine Don't wanna be despised Wanna be despised Wanna be despised Look in my red eyes Look in my red eyes Look in my red eyes So many hows and whys Don't wanna be despised Look in my red eyes Fall in love with the creature inside Please be alive with me Command you to abide with me In a place where there is no one A twisted a holiday in the sun Voice in my subconscious If I'm even conscious Something living inside of me From the day I got high on tv