I think it's odd you believe in a god But I wish I believed in one too Then I'd pray all day like the holy books say And he'd show me just what I should do Like I'm Climbing a steep hill surrounded by people Even more boring than me And the choir sings loud But they're made of a crowd Of the people I've pretended to be How do I know they're not all zombies? Just one big brick wall I'm talking to My baby's heard that life's absurd, she don't care What do I think is going on here? Just who do I think I'm talking to? I hope I won't have to be alone again So I rip more bongs til I'm speaking in tongues Still looking for probable cause There goes one more slice of my short sweet life As I feed it to tedium's jaws And that thick pink fog made me feel like a goddess I'm not sure if that's me And destruction calls as I walk through the halls And scour the mental debris How do I know they're not all zombies? Just one big brick wall I'm talking to My baby's heard that life's absurd, she don't care What do I think is going on here? Just who do I think I'm talking to? I hope I won't have to be alone again She is my girl, we hang together And together we just waste our time Just lying with my lovely baby She's dead inside but I don't mind How do I know they're not all zombies? Just one big brick wall I'm talking to My baby's heard that life's absurd, she don't care What do I think is going on here? Just who do I think I'm talking to? I hope I won't have to be alone again The squirming feeling in your gut that hope brings A sexy mutant in a cloud of smoke rings It's all I think about, it's so distracting Am I her puppet, just an actress acting? My shrivelled branch upon the family tree droops Twisted Eugenics of the Dull, come and prune these shoots My other half's a liar and a cheater No heart on your sleeve, if you only wear wife beaters We hang together and together we just waste our time Just lying with my lovely baby She's dead inside but I don't mind