Yeah
Dr said that I'll be alright
But my anxiety been keeping me up all night
My OCD won't let me sleep I need some more time
I guess it really ain't your problem yeah it's all mine
I just need some help yeah
Think I need some medicine
Smoke another L, pop a pill and hit the bed again
But that ain't gonna help
So I'm starin' at the ceiling fan
Wishing I could change but
I don't think I really can
Overthinkin' everythang
I'm way to good at it
I know there's a better way but I'm afraid to look at it
I know things have gotta change but I don't wanna let em go
I'm comfortable inside the pain, it's kinda like a friendly foe
Woah
I'm fightin' demons while you're sleepin', yeah they're keepin' me awake
It's never easy for me either cause they creepin' in my brain
I can't believe it that I'm even standing here today
Cause I already been through way to much, it's drivin' me insane
I lost my brain
Where did it go now Woah
Somebody pump the brakes
I need to slow down, skrrrt
Oh no get out the way
Somethin about to break
I think I finally can say it, yeah
I'm tired of the pain
From fightin' all these battles
And I don't wanna change, yeah
But I know I have to
It's drivin' me insane
So I think I'm gonna snap soon
I'm trynna break the chains
That my brain has been attached to
And I don't wanna change
But I gotta switch it
I used to be stuck in the ditch but now I'm flippin lyrics
Spreadin' the message and hopin' everybody hear it
But that don't mean I'm free
From everything I deal with
Yeah I'm still a human
And yeah I got some issues, ou
But I just keep em inside, it's drivin' me mental, true
People be tryin to find out just what I been through, hmm
But I don't know you
So tell me why I would vent to you
That's foolish
I think it's kinda stupid
To tell you all my problems
Cause then you go on tellin everybody and they mama
I'd rather keep it locked inside of me
Just like a monster
Until the day when I can figure out a way to stop it
Cause the prophecy
It was written, can't stop me I'm on a mission
Try lockin' me up in chains
I'm breakin' free from the prison
Cause obviously I'm gifted
But now everything is strange
And i know I gotta change
But I'm tired of the pain
From fightin' all these battles
And I don't wanna change, yeah
But I know I have to
It's drivin' me insane
So I'm thinkin' I might snap soon
I'm trynna break the chains
That my brain has been attached to
But I'm tired of the pain
From fightin' all these battles
And I don't wanna change, yeah
But I know I have to
It's drivin' me insane
So I'm thinkin' Imma snap soon
I'm trynna break the chains
That my brain has been attached to
And I don't wanna change