I lift my gaze Now I see the snowflakes falling down I loose my faith Trying to understand the people of this town Maybe I've been trying to be What you already see in me I miss this place When i'm not around but I loose it when i'm here It's all that hate Emanating from my made up sense of fear Maybe I've been trying to achieve My wildest nightmares instead of my dreams So I will try To find the missing pieces of my shattered soul I don't know why But since I moved away this part of me just won't let go Maybe I just wanted to believe The past is in the past And not a part of me