And here I stare at the ceiling, looking for something to fill the void
You always gave me radio silence, but now I'm dying to be rid of the noise
You haunt me while I'm sleeping, I wake up to the sound of your voice
Said, "it was better to leave it than do it when we no longer have a choice."
And why did you get so distant? I thought that everything was under control
And I never stopped listening even when you started being so cold
You said I couldn't have fixed it, you said I always treated you like gold
But you still started drifting and I couldn't accept you were letting go
So are we better off?
You cut me deep
I'm incomplete without you
And I can't seem to breathe the way I used to
You're kerosene
All of the time I spent looking for anything to make you change your mind
I never wanted to accept that it was something I could never find
You said the ghost was always present, hiding there behind every forced goodbye
How much of it wasn't real? Yeah, you made me feel so fucking blind
Now I feel my bones are healing, but it never seems to last very long
Every time I see your face I fall back to the place where I started from
But I'm building up castles, making walls all around
Until the second my phone rings and I feel my walls burning back to the ground
And I know we're better off
You cut me deep
I'm incomplete without you
And I can't seem to breathe the way I used to
You're kerosene
You cut me deep
I'm incomplete without you
And I can't seem to breathe the way I used to
You're kerosene