I need to rest like Ibiza in winter Like not been my best, eating breakfast for dinner I stare at this desktop for work and for pleasure I measure my worth by what I pay for I need you to fix me up 'Cause I'm scared I'm not enough I'm sick of the cycle of ripping life out of myself Then writing about it, we are more than material This life ain't perfect, but we can work to make it worth it I need to focus on diet and mindset and being well I'm so out of practice at being well I've been excusing, these self-destructive moods as accidents It won't happen again I was cornered at a party and told I look unhappy underneath I don't know what she meant I need you to fix me up 'Cause I'm scared I'm not enough I'm sick of the cycle of ripping life out of myself Then writing about it, we are more than material This life ain't perfect, but we can work to make it worth it I need to focus on diet and mindset and being well At being well I've been shouting in my sleep Then I've been writing down my dreams to try and make sense But all I dream of are car crashes and burglaries So I sleep with a bat beside my bed even though I know it's in my head 'Cause I need to rest like Ibiza in winter I've not been my best, eating breakfast for dinner I'm sick of the cycle of ripping life out of myself Then writing about it We are more than material This life ain't perfect, but we can work to make it worth it I need to focus on diet and mindset and being well I'm so out of practice at being well