I know your inner demons
And I know what keeps you awake
I know about the other women
All the time they take
And I remember when you left
I remember how I cried
But I can only forgive you
So many times
You can take that fake apology
Can't hide it with the way you touch my body
Cause I'm over all the bullshit
Pain addicted self-destruction
I'm just gonna drive
Till I'm bloodshot in my eyes
Got shivers down my spine
Pullin' memories out
Like the daggers in my mind
And the scars they leave behind
They won't heal even in time
So I'm just gonna drive
Till I'm bloodshot in my eye
No matter how far I run
Or how hard that I try
You know how to make me feel like
Like it's my fault
Manipulate you pull the strings
You feed me lies
But I can only believe you
So many times
So you can take that fake apology
Can't hide it with the way you touch my body
Cause I'm over all the bullshit
Pain addicted self-destruction
I'm just gonna drive
Till I'm bloodshot in my eyes
Got shivers down my spine
Pullin' memories out
Like the daggers in my mind
And the scars they leave behind
They won't heal even in time
So I'm just gonna drive
Till I'm bloodshot in my eyes
I'm a fool
I'm a fool
How I always come back to you
I been losin' sleep over
Dreams where you're not cruel
Rip my soul right open saying
You're all that I want
You are so damn selfish
Putting poison in my heart
And the scars they leave behind
They won't heal even in time
So I'm just gonna drive
Till I'm bloodshot in my eyes