Guess I'm 20 and my life has barely just begun
Opportunities are coming at us 'cause we're young
I don't know if I should grow up yet
I don't want to get any older
I'm 21 and the whole year just came rushing by
Pressure's getting to me so I feel the need to hide
I don't want to get any older
And I don't know if I'm even sober
Hold on, I have to tell you
That you're not the one I want to
Start having kids with, I know I'm not through
But you were my diary
Thought that you would die for me
All these pages I now have to fill out on my own
And I just can't look at you
'Cause you don't know what I've been through
Just to fill the void that you enjoyed to leave
I knew
22 and the pressure's slowly getting to me
Seeing kids being crazy successful hate to be the
One that slowly is aging
The one that has to be faking
I see them kids on my feed with 14
Stripping for there needs hell
I don't know if I'm even sober
But I just don't wanna get older
Hold on, I have to tell you
That you're not the one I want to
Start having kids with, I know I'm not through
But you were my diary
Thought that you would die for me
All these pages I now have to fill out on my own
And I just can't look at you
'Cause you don't know what I've been through
Just to fill the void that you enjoyed to leave
I knew
You were my diary
Thought that we
Would forever and ever belong
You were my diary
Thought that we
Would forever and ever come home
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Thank you for being the best
Best friend I ever have
Thank you for being the best
Best friend I ever had
Thank you for being the best
Best friend I ever have
Thank you for being the best
Best
You were my diary
Thought that we
Would forever and ever belong
You were my diary
Thought that we
Would forever and ever come home