Under these heavy skies Don't even recognize who I am anymore Can't see past my disguise Oh I hate all those lies yeah Can't look in my own eyes I'm sick of it, sick of it Hate to see you smile While I'm so damn Sick of it, sick of it Telling you I'm fine Oh I'm not OK I am not OK Under this heavy rain I'm floating away Oh I'm not OK I am not OK Under these clouds of pain I'm going insane Why am I like this Wish I could hide it all But it still hurts Oh I'm so paralyzed I'm jealous of you trying Keep it together, right Oh I'm not OK I am not OK Under this heavy rain I'm floating away Oh I'm not OK I am not OK Under these clouds of pain I'm going insane I'm sick of it, sick of it Hate to see you smile While I'm so damn Sick of it, sick of it Telling you I'm fine Oh I'm not OK I am not OK Under this heavy rain I'm floating away Oh I'm not OK I am not OK Under these clouds of pain I'm going insane