I'm so tired of trying to pull myself together again
And every time I'm getting close I start to second guess
I don't wanna be stuck like this
I'm losing my mind
Waiting inside
In the wettest July I've ever seen
Every day feels the same
As the sound of the rain
Drowns out any thought that comes to me
But I want to make sense
Of the time that I've spent
I'm so tired of trying to pull myself together again
And every time I'm getting close I start to second guess myself
I'm so tired of trying to pull myself together again
(I'm so tired of trying so hard)
And every time I'm getting close I start to second guess
I don't wanna be stuck like this
I'm wandering around
Trying to find how
To get out of the fog surrounding me
Maybe I could start new
What else can I do?
I'm tired of trying the same old thing
But I want to make sense
Of the time that I spend
I'm so tired of trying to pull myself together again
(I'm so tired of trying so hard)
And every time I'm getting close I start to second guess myself
(Even when I've come so far)
I'm so tired of trying to pull myself together again
And every time I'm getting close I start to second guess
I don't wanna be stuck like this