Sometimes I be in these dark places
'Cause your thoughts heart-racing
Sometimes it feels like it's my fault Dunk ain't make it
I should've pulled up
Legit on my mind, I should've never left his side
'Cause we would've stayed home
All them nights that I cried, takin' pills, not prescribed
Until the pain gone
Taking shots to my head, tryna kill these problems, yeah
Took a shot to my head, man, I turned the revolver
Didn't plan to be here tomorrow
Didn't even think about my son or my daughter
I know that's selfish, yeah I know that's awful
Demons all on me, I can't get 'em off me
I feel like the angels callin' me
Ooh, if I don't make it to tomorrow
Just do me one favor
Please take care my son and my daughter
Watch over my babies
Ooh, talkin' to my Heavenly Father
Lord, forgive me before they take me away
Save me, save me, one more time
All these crazy thoughts that I be thinkin'
Got me drinkin' like I'm drinkin'
All these drugs that I be takin'
Fall asleep, my body shakin'
And can't nobody wake me up, wake me up
Wake me up
'Cause I can't leave right now
Too many people depend on me
They say it's a hit on me now
And some of my friends put in on it
So I don't trust nobody
Every gun on me got extends on it
In the booth with FN on me
And that forty got fifth on it, yeah
Paranoid, sleepin' with choppers in the bed
Hearin' noises, I can't lie like I ain't scared
Hearin' voices all in my head
Goin' crazy, popped the meds, yeah
Derez De'Shon
Ooh, if I don't make it to tomorrow
Just do me one favor
Please take care my son and my daughter
Watch over my babies
Ooh, talkin' to my Heavenly Father
Lord, forgive me before they take me away
Save me, save me, one more time
Save me, save me
Em evas
Em evas
Em evas