When you said forever, thought you meant it
Why you there when I'm here? Why you ain't with me?
I lost my dawgs and I miss 'em
Taking all these drugs tryna numb my feelings
And I get afraid sometimes
No sober days, I'm high
Ain't no more pain, I'm fine
That's what I tell myself and I know I'm lyin'
Back in the gap
Standing in the trap
Where these niggas never thought I'd make a dime off of rap
Real shit, uh, no cap
Before the mansion, I was living house to house, sleepin' on the couch
Remember meals, before dinner time
Prayin' for a meal, sayin' grace over cereal
Holla if you hear me, dawg
I know you feel me dawg
I ain't ever had shit, I still remember
I saw a chance in a second, I don't play with time
I dropped a hunnid on a Rollie just to waste some time
I'm way too busy for that bullshit, so don't waste my time
Derez De'Shon
When you said forever, thought you meant it
Why you there, when I'm here? Why you ain't with me?
I lost my dawgs and I miss 'em
Taking all these drugs tryna numb my feelings
And I get afraid sometimes
No sober days, I'm high
Ain't no more pain, I'm fine
That's what I tell myself and I know I'm lyin'
Where I'm from
Dreams only come true when you sleep
When I woke up, I was livin' it
Got a check, bought a Urus been so busy in the booth
I ain't even drove the 'ghini yet
Bought a mansion for the crew
It got a pool and a living room, I ain't even seen it yet
I should prolly sign with my own do
'Cause all they tryna do the do
Yeah, yeah, I remember when
I used to sleep on the floor having nightmares
Woke up, daydreamin' 'bout the lifestyle
Then they cut the lights off
Now every diamond on me shinin' when the lights off, yeah
If you ain't been through what I been through, you won't understand
Did everything they said I couldn't do, now look what they sayin'
I'm the man, mad, yeah
Tained 'cause I got a bag
When you said forever, thought you meant it
Why you there, when I'm here? Why you ain't with me?
I lost my dawgs and I miss 'em
Taking all these drugs tryna numb my feelings
And I get afraid sometimes
No sober days, I'm high
Ain't no more pain, I'm fine
That's what I tell myself and I know I'm lyin'