Yeah, I'm here but I ain't here
Lost
There's something in my drink, what did I pour
Who that
Derez De'Shon
When I woke up this morning, I pray for guidance
I'm lost on these drugs my heart gon' try and find it
I can't see the future demons got me blinded
My life a movie and I wish I could rewind it (Four seconds)
Wonderin' where the time went, yeah
Goin' crazy with my mind in here
Live on camera, ain't no privacy
And every day is up and down, I stay on prime check and I
Walk around like a zombie, on autopilot, yeah (Autopilot)
I'm right here but I'm not here (On autopilot)
I don't trust no one, no one, only trust myself
Big gun under my belt
Playin' with me like takin' your last breath
Down to my last shell, remember I asked for help
Nigga did it all by my damn self, yep
Just like a man, yep
Plus I'm a dad, yep
I got a son and daughter to knock it down, yep
They go without, 'cause niggas ain't playin' fair (Yeah, yeah, yeah)
Remember they crossed me, why would you cross me (Why?)
How could you cross me when I tell you everything allow me
Demons and angels fighting for my soul (For my soul)
These ain't no thoughts this shit that I just know
There's something in my drink, what did I pour (Yeah)
On so much dope, hope I don't overdose (Overdose)
When I woke up this morning, I pray for guidance
I'm lost on these drugs my heart gon' try and find it
I can't see the future demons got me blinded
My life a movie and I wish I could rewind it (Four seconds)
Wonderin' where the time went, yeah
Goin' crazy with my mind in here
Live on camera, ain't no privacy
And every day is up and down, I stay on prime check and I
Walk around like a zombie, on autopilot, yeah (Autopilot)
Autopilot
I'm right here but I'm not here (On autopilot)
Autopilot
I'm right here but I'm not here (On autopilot)
Yeah
You can look at my face and tell that I don't sleep
But I can't sleep (Can't sleep)
No food on my plate, I ain't been eatin' plus I been geekin' (Grr)
Rent late and life's been awful 'bout a week (A week)
Me and my bitch fallin' out, she talkin' like she leavin'
Lookin' what I had and all I got left
I put my feelings in the bag, put my heart on the shelf
Still injured from the past, all these scars, all these welts
I gave you everything I had when all I had left was me
Demons and angels fighting for my soul (For my soul)
These ain't no thoughts this shit that I just know
There's something in my drink, what did I pour (Yeah)
On so much dope, hope I don't overdose (Overdose)
When I woke up this morning, I pray for guidance
I'm lost on these drugs my heart gon' try and find it
I can't see the future demons got me blinded
My life a movie and I wish I could rewind it (Four seconds)
Wonderin' where the time went, yeah
Goin' crazy with my mind in here
Live on camera, ain't no privacy
And every day is up and down, I stay on prime check and I
Walk around like a zombie, on autopilot, yeah (Autopilot)
Autopilot
I'm right here but I'm not here (On autopilot)
Autopilot
I'm right here but I'm not here (On autopilot)
I told my life, been all everything, like
You there with your brain so whatever
Lost