Missing all them Christmas's
Went to school feeling emptiness
This life shit, wasn't feeling it
Momma talk, I ain't listening
All I ask be 100 'cause back then I ain't see Benjamin's
Damn shame whoadie 15 tryna heal this hurt with Hennessy
Been tryna leave the streets alone 'cause look what this shit did to me
Cheated on my bitch again but I'ma claim my innocence
I know you hurt deep down, but that really won't my intentions
Might think a nigga full of life but low-key I still feel empty
Daddy wasn't nowhere around
Momma said I got his dirty ways
Hate to say when I look inside that mirror I could just see his face
I just hope my son don't have my pain inside his DNA
'Cause then I'ma feel guilty
I was grimy and filthy
Can't go around fuck niggas
Yeah, I learned that from Nipsey
Let her suck my tip, I wouldna did it if I wasn't tipsy
When we fuck I release my soul now she wonder why she feel me
Expressing all my feelings
Fuck y'all this the real me
Yeah
I can't speak for them but I can speak about myself
When a nigga die I'm going under by myself
I do it for my family I don't do it for my health
But at the end shit I only got myself
And when a nigga leave, wonder where he going
And when a nigga gone you gon' reassure him
You can't speak on him 'cause you don't really know 'em
Tryna make the pain fall away
If you understand I'll put them bands on your bae
If I got a plan is you gon' stand on your bae
Bitch we bona fide we gonna blitz 'em out of state
Pick a point
This a sticky point
I got a slick point choking on this big joint
Yo brudda died 'cause you gave that boy a high point
I cut that hoe off 'cause she didn't get my point
Bitch it's just the principle
I don't think I'm invincible
When a nigga broke you gonna treat me like I'm invisible
Every time we fuck girl it's spiritual not physical
Looking at the streets like Osh'a damn what they done did to you
You feeling them
They ain't feeling you, feeling you
That thug nigga still live in you
Yeah
I can't speak for them but I can speak about myself
When a nigga die in going under by myself
I do it for my family I don't do it for my health
But at the end shit I only got myself
And when a nigga leave, wonder where he going
And when a nigga gone you gon' reassure him
You can't speak on him 'cause you don't really know 'em
Tryna make the pain fall away
If you understand I'll put them bands on your bae
If I got a plan is you gon' stand on your bae
(If I got a plan is you gon' stand on your bae)