Everything was wrong today, everything was grey again
I searched for you in the drawers of my room
I opened up our secret box and all I found was my deepest wounds
I shed my tears for the years we've lost
And I know if I had one last chance
I would have done the same mistakes
I would have done it all the same way again
Your sweet embrace: my prison cell
I'm drowning in my tears again
The fear of loneliness: indomitable feeling
Once again, timidity and indignation
I can't find my salvation from the guilt of my conscience
I am trying to break down all these walls
But my hands are bleeding now and with this blood
I am writing down all these words of anger
Please forgive me, fading thought
Frustration for I forgot, I don't remember
...am I in love?
I closed my eyes trying to find your figure but it was lost inside
The words we hide
Time has passed them by
I searched for notes in my diary but there was only faded forms
Of unknown tongue that I still don't understand
And I know if I had one last chance
I would have done the same mistakes
I would have done it all the same way again
The absence of (your) memory: my conviction
Killing my self-reputation
I struggle to recollect these leftovers of my decayed reflection
Dead end destination. Cruel dereliction. Isolation
Dive in my tears of pool again. I know I have already failed
To learn just how to feel, to love, to hate
I don't remember who I was or who I am or who I will be
Please forgive me, please believe me, please don't leave me
Save me. Everything's grey again.
I crawled on the floοr up to my door
A frozen sunbeam on my face reminded me
Of colourful sunset we once both lived