Ocean days Swept over rolling waves Lost to the touch and taste Of soft summer rains The golden hours The sun kissed your perfect mouth Wish it could be enough To forget the rest of us Been faking my laughter so now I chase after the memory Show me happy, please Aching to come clean despite how it might seem You don't know me 'Cause I don't know me I'm to blame, I've been trading gold for a honeymoon phase And lost my ways and my sanity and all that mattered to me Fire escapе Lovers like burning flames Always thе fire fades Always the same I am in pieces so, why can't you see that? I have to leave for my own safety Aching to come clean despite how it might seem you don't know me 'Cause I don't know me I'm to blame, I've been trading gold for a honeymoon phase And lost my ways and my sanity and all that mattered to me I remember when you held my heart Pressed together, aching when we'd part I remember when you held my heart Traded all of me for our new start I'm to blame, I've been trading gold for a honeymoon phase And lost my ways and my sanity and all that mattered I'm to blame, I've been shaming you for my mistakes But let me say I really loved our honeymoon phase