Well, I'm not allowed in Heaven And I'm trapped here by the sea And I'm not allowed in Heaven And its gates do not open for me Well, I see its lights shine bright And they're waving at me through the trees But I'm not allowed in Heaven 'Til I burn all the sin from me Well, I'm not allowed in Heaven I got lied to when I was young 'Cause life's not about being happy, Sarah Life's not about having fun But I never could fill in the blanks then And if not fun, then what is life for? And now I'm just endlessly searching Without even knowing what for And I need a promise of sorts A guarantee something will change But I'm now allowed in Heaven There are no guarantees there, I'm no afraid And I see its lights shining bright They're waving at me through the trees But I'm not allowed in Heaven 'Til I burn all the sin from me And I'm not allowed in Heaven 'Til I burn all the sin from me