Dull as endless thunder I'm still stuck living here
I run around all wet keyed up real drunk, too scared to fear
I hated days but nights hate me they won't ever let me sleep
My body expands my soul contracts, forget how to speak
I watch through a window at my life
It seems to function but who's driving
This shitty car
Round this shitty town
With these shitty people
All around
I thought I made my peace but there's too many bows to break
I'm so tired of listening to the waves sigh and ache
I stocked up on wisdom but it's just a list of who I've made
Still begging for the sun before my anger energy fades
You left me a widow in my life
Except not a widow- you're alive
With your shitty car
In that shitty town
Sleep with shitty girls
'Cause they're all around
All the broken face scattered round like discarded jigsaw bits
Thrown in a tantrum cause I couldn't force them all to fit
I dream of willows in the night
My story's tiresome but it's mine
It's my shitty folks
And my shitty job
And my shitty anxious
Billowing all around
Well you're all over and I don't regret a thing
No longer interested to talk with you
And her and her friends aren't fit to lick up after me
Yeah I know I'm angry – why arent you?
Round every corner sombody's trying to get me
Or maybe I'm just paranoid like mum
Well it hurts too much I'll just run in with arms swinging
If you're in the way it's your fault if you get punched