My visions blurred from drinking all week
So sick of living [?] dripping worse from bigger hits of the weed
My ambitions burnt simply cause I stink of the grief
The filthy need to be turn into a typical freak
I'm digging dirt cause I know no better
My mind is the rain inside this loco weather
Never go home never, never show no leisure
I smoke cones in broke homes to break pressure
This is no lecture, just my life as it is
Its a crossword, a puzzle, its a mind boggle quiz
My friends can't believe the slime that I grovel in
Its bothering them and my whole offering
And I stare into darkness, prepare for reality
I scared but I'm heartless
I dared them to battle me
Never spared my morality
To be another animal scavenging on gravity
I can't handle it - I gave in
Alone with candles lit - I stay thin
Greedier than anyone I know
So I grow to be alone
I can't handle it - I gave in
Alone with candles lit - I stay thin
Greedier than anyone I know
So I grow to be alone
I'm a lonely trucker
Heading a lonely supper
In a area where the bitches know they're stuck up
I'm the only sucker without a home for tucker
Every where I go I seem to slowly fuck up
My brains going insane
I've only got myself to blame
My drive all day, Im tired, I'm drained
From all this shit that comes my way
Im fucking dazed, put on weight from my laziness
Will i ever escape from this craziness?
From this haziness I bleed quick
From clean hits[?] from these shivs[?] blood streams of green[?] shit
I leave this and try go somewhere different
Leave all this fucking pain that I've inflicted
I run far away from the daze from the pictures [?]
Leave the old girlfriend plus the offsider bitches
I can't handle it - I gave in
Alone with candles lit - I stay thin
Greedier than anyone I know
So I grow to be alone
I can't handle it - I gave in
Alone with candles lit - I stay thin
Greedier than anyone I know
So I grow to be alone
The girls don't look twice at me no more
I've decreased my beef but they still don't call
They need metro freaks and fucking Emo shorts
But fuck that I'm an MC the meanest sort
Ima clean this store and make this shit happen
Fuck relationships, fuck happiness and fuck rapping
I love rapping but can't seduct to my lump sum packet
Now I can't afford a mic or a rust jacket
I jump faggots over dumb butt habits
Im a young [?]
Jumping over bumpy bump [?] patches
I can't hack it I need rehabilitation
And a difference in this villain can't feel a nation[?]
Start to get a lil bit brittle ittle[?] and impatient
I'm middle age and feeling this payment
I'm stated thats worthless, bankrupt and stupid
I can't take this its so brutal and ruthless
I can't handle it - I gave in
Alone with candles lit - I stay thin
Greedier than anyone I know
So I grow to be alone
I can't handle it - I gave in
Alone with candles lit - I stay thin
Greedier than anyone I know
So I grow to be alone