Used to sit around and wait for something
Too much on my plate and feeling helpless
On my own
I still don't know which way to go
Until you came around you made me better
Too much in my head to write a letter
I'm too far gone
I still don't know what's wrong
Ayyayyayyayyy
Say if we get everything we want
Would we lose our innocence?
Would we stay the same as when we began
I think not
There's way too much at stake to lose
You told me it would be alright tomorrow
Every single night turns into morning
Yet here we are
Still on that so far
Ayyayyayyayyy
The rain outside is pouring
I'ma stay alone inside keep humming
Be in my feels
Still don't know what's real
Ayyayyayyayyy
Lately I've been in a phase
Trying not to self medicate
There's gotta be a better way
These voices in my head will say I'm wrong
Guess I knew it all along
Ayyayyayyayyy
Yeah
I'm just try'na live all these moments
I'm just try'na feed all my homies
Have a smile when they tell my stories
Been a while since I left, I'm sorry
Look what I did
Look at these kids
They singin' my shit
They think I was thinkin' 'bout slitting my wrists
Y'all gave me life, it is what it is
I go to hospitals, talk to the kids
Tell them how precious this shit really is
And when I'm in heaven, I'll be sending gifts
So for the time being yo just let me live
Okay, I got this, I want this more than anyone has ever wanted anything at all
You told me it would be alright tomorrow
Every single night turns into morning
Yet here we are
Still on that so far
Ayyayyayyayyy
The rain outside is pouring
I'ma stay alone inside keep humming
Be in my feels
Still don't know what's real
Ayyayyayyayyy
Woke up and I feel like death
Have you ever been in real life debt?
Went on tour just to do your set
I'm trying to do what they said I can't
So fuck my uncle, fuck my aunt
Try'na get this money and these rubber bands
Never followed no other man
(Never followed no other man)
You told me it would be alright tomorrow
Every single night turns into morning
Yet here we are
Still on that so far
Ayyayyayyayyy
The rain outside is pouring
I'ma stay alone inside keep humming
Be in my feels
Still don't know what's real
Ayyayyayyayyy