Sometimes I wish I had a swimming pool It's not me but it seems pretty cool To dive in on a hot day Floaties on my pale arms. I heard my friends ain't doing so hot Locked inside and left to rot Central Asia's a long way And I'm leaving soon And I found myself praying The first time in a decade In my tent with a stomach ache I try to mend these chunks of me Laid out with seasonings Miss Nebraska I ate you And you're eating me too Spent a decade like a feral cat Ice your friends and eat some rats Wander in through a flap door Nobody's home I try to write how it feels To lose friends and a lover It's like eating human meat There's a hole in the bottom of my favorite boat Come swim in it Or plug it up With the letters that I wrote Just saying That the price just wasn't fair And the flood costs brought me there And I've found a new place to be In a cave with furnishings