This world so toxic
This world so toxic
I need more chronic
I need some more chronic
Sometimes I feel like cryin'
Feels like I'm dyin' inside
Mama, I'm tryin'
I swear, mama, I'm tryin'
But this world so toxic
Why this world so toxic?
I need more chronic
I need some more chronic
Sometimes I feel like cryin'
Feels like I'm dyin' inside
Mama, I'm tryin'
I swear, mama, I'm tryin'
I've had some issues for so long
I can't tell 'em, "So long"
Every time I try to steer the ship right, it goes wrong
And I wouldn't be surprised if tomorrow the boat's gone
It's all drama like a soap, and I'm just trying to hold on
Though, feel like I ain't happy no more, how can I lie?
When I was swimmin' in Miami, I was drownin' inside
But I'm supposed to be winnin', so I'm just postin' I'm winnin'
I wanna be real or fake, I have to decide
It's an easy decision until your brand's on the line
I said, "Yeah, I'll take a shot," until they hand me the nine
Thought I was much more ready, but now it's much more heavy
Even my breathing is heavier, but my stamina's fine
And it's fucked up, 'cause anxiety, yo, I was never scared of it
I was never scared of it 'til the day I was aware of it
Now these panic attacks are pubically embarrassing
Yo, me and myself three years back, no comparison
This world so toxic
This world so toxic
I need more chronic
I need some more chronic
Sometimes I feel like cryin'
Feels like I'm dyin' inside
Mama, I'm tryin'
I swear, mama, I'm tryin'
I'm spendin' every day chasin' my dreams just to be satisfied
Tellin' myself if I get it, I'll be happy, but that's a lie
I remember bein' broke in college, didn't have a dime
Thought if I had money, all my issues would go to the side
Now, fast-forward to today, plenty of coins inside my bank
But my depression multiplied with every ounce of cash I made
The world told me I need this dough, ironic that they had me sold
Money can't buy happiness, but it can make a friendship broke
'Cause it's okay, I got a plan, I just need a couple fans
To show up to my shows and my depression will go kick the can
Scratch that, it's not enough, I'll post a pic of the shows I've done
And people say my crowd is small, I've fallen off, I've lost my buzz
This world is so toxic, and I wish that I could stop it
People tear you down when they see any kind of progress
They projectin' all their sadness when their goals cannot be reached
And if I cannot succeed, then why should you and me?
This world so toxic
This world so toxic
I need more chronic
I need some more chronic
Sometimes I feel like cryin'
Feels like I'm dyin' inside
Mama, I'm tryin'
I swear, mama, I'm tryin'
But this world so toxic
Why this world so toxic?
I need more chronic
I need some more chronic
Sometimes I feel like cryin'
Feels like I'm dyin' inside
Mama, I'm tryin'
I swear, mama, I'm tryin'