I just keep repeating patterns, yeah I need to make a change
Am I normal, baby? Do you think I'm deranged?
I just feel so different, but I really stay the same
I wanna just live my life without feeling pain
It's 4 AM, hold the clock, time is moving
Keep the alarm, make it stop, feel so stupid
I'm in my head again, I'm a loser
I'm a weirdo, taking drug abuser
This time, yeah this time is different
I didn't wanna live and see my future or remember it
But I can't do this, wasting time on pause
I'm on the edge, 'cause I remembered all my flaws
This time, yeah this time is different
I didn't wanna live and see my future or remember it
But I can't do this, wasting time on pause
I'm on the edge, 'cause I remembered all my flaws
I just keep repeating patterns, yeah I need to make a change
Am I normal, baby? Do you think I'm deranged?
I just feel so different, but I really stay the same
I wanna just live my life without feeling pain
It's 4 AM, hold the clock, time is moving
Keep the alarm, make it stop, feel so stupid
I'm in my head again, I'm a loser
I'm a weirdo, taking drug abuser
This time, yeah, this time is different
I didn't wanna live and see my future or remember it
But I can't do this, wasting time on pause
I'm on the edge, 'cause I remembered all my flaws
This time, yeah, this time is different
I didn't wanna live and see my future or remember it
But I can't do this, wasting time on pause
I'm on the edge, 'cause I remembered all my flaws