I look so much better, so I guess I'm alright And I've got everything together, and I'm glad I'm alive But everything feels better on the edge of a knife And I just really wish I didn't have to lie to you Start crying in my room I wanna be someone who You feel better around, but I don't know if I can get better for you Feels like I turned my body inside out My head is burning like a machine, tryna cool it down I've figured I'd have gotten used to this by now I've gotten nеarly everything I evеr hoped I'd have So, why am I still sad? I teared myself in half Narcoleptic insomniac I didn't think that it would ever get this bad ♪ And if everything Without you Without you And if everything