I got paranoia
I been getting older
I cannot explain what's inside my mind
Devil on my shoulder
I don't really know ya
I just wanna be by myself tonight
Cuz I got paranoia
I been getting older
I cannot explain what's inside my mind
Devil on my shoulder
I don't really know ya
I wanna be alone tonight, yeah
I be feelin' like all eyes on me
Everything I do I'm all they see
But I know my mind plays tricks on me
So I just go drink slowly
I let my thoughts all come to a rest
I'm too focused on being the best
Lay in bed and my mind racing
I found clarity and made it a mess
Put my problems inside of the music
Know somebody gonna relate to it
I been too hard on myself
That's the only way I'm gon' get through it
I see better days
But I feel like I been stuck in a maze
I know that I'll find my way out
Until that moment
I got paranoia
I been getting older
I cannot explain what's inside my mind
Devil on my shoulder
I don't really know ya
I just wanna be by myself tonight
Cuz I got paranoia
I been getting older
I cannot explain what's inside my mind
Devil on my shoulder
I don't really know ya
I wanna be alone tonight, yeah
Still feel lost even though I made it
Some days I just feel irritated
Mad at the world but I don't know why
Somebody please explain it
Use the music as therapy
Feelin' like my own enemy
Lotta battles inside of me
But I call my fam and they reminding me
Everything I done so well
Where am I headed only time will tell
I know Imma make my way
Back to the top when I fight through hell, yeah
Back to the grind Imma focus
God gave battles to the ones who chosen
I know Imma be alright
Until that moment
I got paranoia
I been getting older
I cannot explain what's inside my mind
Devil on my shoulder
I don't really know ya
I just wanna be by myself tonight
Cuz I got paranoia
I been getting older
I cannot explain what's inside my mind
Devil on my shoulder
I don't really know ya
I wanna be alone tonight, yeah