The night has come again And still I am my own This time more than ever A feeling I've never felt before And I don't want to remember It's taking a hold of me now You drove in town to see me But you turned into a messenger Oh, with news I never thought would hit my ears It's now numbing me inside, numbing me from this life and I... Want so badly to disappear. Maybe someday I can stand again Maybe soon I can learn to wash my hands off this And start a new But I need you now to mend my heart Because you're the only one who can keep me alive tonight. You're everything to me, my whole world, entire being The one thing I hold true in my life What made you do this to me Did you want me to set you free It tears my up inside ...every night Maybe someday I can stand again Maybe soon I can learn to wash my hands off this And start a new. But I need you now to mend my heart Because you're the only one who can keep me alive Tonight! And everything will be just fine I just wanted to be perfect I just wanted to be perfect And everything will be just fine... I just wanted to be perfect I just wanted to be perfect Maybe someday I can stand again Maybe soon I can learn to wash my hands off this And start a new But I need you now to mend my heart Because you're the only one Who can keep me alive Tonight...