Wherever you are is beyond me And I could never find out why There are so many things that remind me of you And it haunts me Your photo by the bed where I go lay my head Like you care Is my luck just running out, yeah 'Cause I've lost count of the times I've been let down Left out here to drown And is it bad You're the most recent thought I had Curled in a ball on the bedroom floor Paranoid, nervous, insecure The worst part It's self-inflicted (ooh) It's self-inflicted Do this to myself I never read the page that you turned to Try not to play it back in my head (No matter how badly I want to) Things that I do and I say still reflect you And the person that I was back then And is it sad That I still try to remember then Visit my past, though the pain sets in Feel your touch, I can hear you sing Stay too long, you'll get addicted It's so addictive (Why do I do this to myself?) Why do I do the things I do? (Why do I do these things?) I know all the pain it brings It's self-inflicted Ooh, it's self-inflicted (self-inflicted) And I do it to myself