I always end up where I started from Why don't they call when they say that they're gonna call Are my relationships a ticking bomb Is it me or the way that I pick em wrong I keep searching through my thoughts I wonder what I've done in my Past life To get caught up in the wrong type To give em all of my best sides When I can't seem to get love right And every time I say that it's the last time I run right back to get cut twice It's beautiful with a high price Cause I can't seem to get love right I wonder what I've done in my At 5am I'm staring at my phone Couldn't sleep with the cold on the other side Yeah I'd rather never be alone But I'm not the type to chase temporary highs I keep wearing their emotions Cause I'm good at taking care Of the ones who leave me broken I wonder what I've done in my Past life To get caught up in the wrong type To give em all of my best sides When I can't seem to get love right And every time I say that it's the last time I run right back to get cut twice It's beautiful with a high price Cause I can't seem to get love right I wonder what I've done in my past life Ooh, ooh, ooh I wonder what I've done in my past life Ooh, ooh, ooh I think I'm crazy, I'm crazy Tryna figure it out I run back thinking that maybe you would change somehow I think I'm crazy, yeah, crazy, tryna figure it out Figure me out I wonder what I've done in my Past life To get caught up in the wrong type To give em all of my best sides When I can't seem to get love right And every time I say that it's the last time I run right back to get cut twice It's beautiful with a high price Cause I can't seem to get love right I wonder what I've done in my Ooh, ooh, ooh I wonder what I've done in my past life Ooh, ooh, ooh