Looking back How I lived without you I'm glad how you are holding up How strong you are And hold me tight When the sun doesn't shine One day I'll tell you about The exact way I feel Looking back I felt sorry for you mom The way we sorted it out I figured out who you were then How sacred could it be? What's my sin supposed to be? I shut the door and left I hope I never see you again In the nest of lies No need to hold anyone tight Sun won't shine for us once again For us once again Packed my tapes and comic books I felt safe Anyone's better I can't compete with them How much better do I have to be? Existing is not a sin I worked so hard And never got approved for anything Soon we will meet God knows I tried Maybe in another life I will see you again Soon we will meet God knows I tried Maybe in another life I will see you again Not in this life anymore Not in this life anymore I will see you again Not in this life anymore I will see you again Not in this life anymore I will see you again Not in this life anymore I will see you again Not in this life anymore I will see you again Not in this life anymore