We haven't let rancor go Before we lock ourselves in this daydream I'm trying to say what I need But, damn, I seriously doubt my sincerity We could turn this mess into something singular Our present declares its will to resemble a painful past That's devouring me once again Just as I guessed You give me more than I can take And I justify my failure in silence Punishing your ears We know the shortcuts to hurt ourselves. I don't know if you envision only misery It seems like old nightmares are coming back even grimmer We're stuck in a familiar disturbance And I can't say a word You terrify me I'll never find out a way to break this curse.