I've always been taught that I shouldn't be fighting The consensus that I am a contemptible and nasty enemy My life is a constant torment When my mind and body cry for help I have no one else to turn to And no miracles to save me Can you understand? You don't have the slightest idea! Unless you feel like all hope is gone And you're on your own I'm dying in vain, and it feels so wrong I'm dying in vain, and it feels so wrong I'm dying in vain, and it feels so wrong I've always been forced to live in hiding Sacrificing what's in my heart for the sake of this nefarious world I must repudiate myself, accept the hatred and not question why, be ridiculed and insulted every day Covertly and explicitly And resign myself to this abusive condition That's what you expect, but that's not what you'll get! You don't know what I need Love is not out of reach