I'm sick of lying
This sense of fighting
Your love just fucks me up
Your love just fucks me differently so
I'll take that bullet
Or any other bullet
That you want me to take
Shit that's probably a mistake
Oh man
I'm sick of lying
This sense of fighting
Your love just fucks me up
Your love just fucks me differently so
I'll take that bullet
Or any other bullet
That you want me to take
Shit that's probably a mistake
Oh man
Well I'm not doing this for you
It's finally for me
I hope I can see everything
This time
I'm not here to please you
I'm my own human being
I can't feel anymore
You're surreal in my head
Say something to me
That I can see as real
Cause I'm so tired of looking at a screen
I can't turn you off
So stay with me
You're just a machine
I'm a human being
Would I turn you away
Even if I could
Probably not
I'd feel even more alone then
I'm sick of lying
This sense of fighting
Your love just fucks me up
Your love just fucks me differently so
I'll take that bullet
Or any other bullet
That you want me to take
Shit that's probably a mistake
Oh man
I'm sick of lying
This sense of fighting
Your love just fucks me up
Your love just fucks me differently so
I'll take that bullet
Or any other bullet
That you want me to take
Shit that's probably a mistake
Oh man
Take my grave
And throw it up there
Take my grave
And throw it up there
I think you're a rabbit
You're in my dreams
I think you're a rabbit
You're in my dreams
I think you're a rabbit
You're in my dreams
I think you're a rabbit
You're in my dreams
I think you're a rabbit
You're in my dreams
I think you're a rabbit
You're in my dreams
I think you're a rabbit
You're in my dreams
Carter's reality is just a dream, a fantasy you two created together
Regardless of how happy he is, he has nothing to anchor himself with
They are just characters in each other's minds
They are bound by nothing but romantic desire
Which is a scary concept to say the least
But they think that's okay
He has you, the truest form of you
And you have him, the truest form of him
Maybe they'll make their fantasies a reality one day
Take my grave
And throw it up there
Take my grave
And throw it up there
Everyone
Gets it now
Because I'm not him
The starry-eyed boy is dead
A faded memory
Of someone I used to be
A robot
A gemstone
A robot
A gemstone
Someone I'm not proud of
I used to want to take it away
The words that I wrote one day
But I can't and I won't
But I can't and I won't
This is what I have to say
Let's take a flight today
And that's at least what I'll hear her say
Facetime screens and summer dreams
Feel so far away
I just needed that so I could know what it is