I worry about old times and other people's hard work But Matt says "it was worth it in the moment" And I take comfort in that Lying awake, I wait for motivation Body and mind disagree on more than one occasion I saw an old friend, he felt better again, or so he said But he's not home here, I saw the stories and photographs agreeing, "it's not alright" Repeating Don't believe it Falling in love with coffee girls after a black eye in Philly And I drove all the way back home I saw an old friend, and he misses his life a year ago and he misses his girl And he says "everybody's lonesome" And I agree Don't believe it Don't believe myself I'm falling in love with sleeping on unfamiliar floors What if I sit aside and defy suicide? You decide What if I sit aside and defy suicide? You decide (Don't believe myself, I'm falling in love with coffee girls after a black eye in Philly And Matt says "it was worth it in the moment" And I suppose that I will choose to see the comfort in that)