Why, even bother trying When my patience is running thinner than my waist line? And I, won't keep denying That I'm not cutting my teeth just to fill this void in my mind And I can't keep this up What I've built's just come undone So I'll just Write it all over again Tell myself it's a means to an end But it's useless (I never can) Combat my lack of consciousness I know that I'm better than this But I could care less And I always wanted to outrun my apathy Hold a stoic contempt for the person I'm supposed to be Traded my ambition for constant lethargy Thought I could just save face but I was wrong You knew it all along And I could feel a fracture Coursing through the fault lines in my bones On the bruises, I'll Write it all over again Tell myself it's a means to an end But it's useless (I never can) Combat my lack of consciousness I know that I'm better than this Am I better than this?