The sin has found a surface to breach And I can't practice what I preach Believed that Heaven was a place on Earth But Heaven's out of my reach Because I'm scared of you Terrified of your lure How can I not fear this cancer When like cancer we can't find the cure? All I know is I don't know enough I'm in a place where the dark only gets darker And what doesn't kill me Needs to try harder I'm terrified Oh how much deeper and deeper it grows I'm terrified So I push then pull And pray I won't be missed I paint the image of discontent Because I know I ruined this Ruined Because I'm scared of you There's nothing I can do