The hardest thing in writing this is knowing that you'll never get to hear it Knowing that you'll never truly understand I am remember spending countless days with you Days that I thought would never end Maybe you never truly felt the same way that I did Remember when we used to ride your parents bikes all the way to Jeffrey Mansion? You told me just how much I meant to you But I couldn't believe in it There's no use in longing for something that you cannot have But please tell me there's hope in something that I've had before And I am grateful for the consistency you have in your life That's something that I could never give to you If i'm not supposed to feel this way Please tell me why it's stuck in my head It seems like everything I do isn't enough for me to feel the way I felt When I was close to you How many drives down the same road will it take to not feel numb to my surroundings?