The distance Between where I am and Where I want to be Is always the same Escapism prolonging escape Circumstantial complacency Self-destruction becomes A means of survival An endless cycle The futility of Trying to find the Difference between Beginning and ending The futility of Trying to find the Difference between Beginning and ending From the burial plot (From the burial) In the garden Underneath the ashen oak (Underneath the ashen oak) I offer one final plea One final plea (One final plea) Mouth filling up with dirt "I was more than the weight of my work" "I was more than the weight of my work The shadow of a dream deferred The one who feeds you controls you Did I ever have a choice?" "I was more than the weight of my work The shadow of a dream deferred The one who feeds you controls you Did I ever have a choice?" Close my eyes None of this is real Close my eyes None of this is real Close my eyes None of this is real (Disposable) Close my eyes None of this is real (Walls closing in) Close my eyes None of this is real (Replaceable) Close my eyes None of this is real (Walls closing in) Close my eyes None of this is real (Look within myself) Close my eyes None of this is real (Face of wax) Close my eyes None of this is real (Another 40 hours gone) Close my eyes None of this is real (This isn't living) Close my eyes None of this is real (Look within myself) Close my eyes None of this is real (Face of wax) Close my eyes None of this is real (Another 40 hours gone) Close my eyes None of this is real (This isn't living) Bloodshot eyes I'm alright Second job Still in debt Didn't eat Fading fast Ghosts haunting ghosts Bloodshot eyes I'm on fire Spread too thin No Way Out It's not safe To be alone Ghosts haunting ghosts Ghosts Haunting ghosts