I'm sick of chasing what I already lost What I already lost and you're sick of waiting For your heart to defrost For your heart to defrost We just already lost Already lost Pacing we weighting our demons You gaslight no reason But I just call on your star The welts ya momma gave left scars And the hate turned ruby red We broke your bed I left upset I ain't paying you back shit I'm sick of chasing what I already lost What I already lost and you're sick of waiting For your heart to defrost For your heart to defrost We just already Used to hate myself now I hate you And I fucked a best friend or two Bet they haven't told you that She was on your close friends fronting I forgave all that I feel sorry for the lost soul you are You burned out your own star And I don't give a fuck no more I'm sick of chasing what I already lost What I already lost and you're sick of waiting For your heart to defrost For your heart to defrost We just already lost Already lost