My eyes stayed closed so long they're rusting I never wanted it like this I just wanted all of that dust gone Now I'm waiting for my house to sink along My friends say they can't recognize I'm living through someone else's eyes They bought it up for a hundred below That money is for the guy who tows it all down Right there by the grass Where I used to roll around with Jeff I never talk about these things It feels a lot like coming clean I never thought I could be so mean While I'm waiting for my house to come down I never wanted to go I never wanted to go I never wanted to go I wasn't ready to go I never asked to go I never wanted to go