Not again My friend My dear friend You're leaving me again And this time I think you're gone for good I think you're gone for good Strangely enough I feel free Did you lock me down And could you see A monster Has me in my sleep And it's you Infesting me Ripping me from my inside out You tried to fight me You terrified me And even though i helped you out You still defied me You still lied to me Apologies clearing clouds of doubt But it's still rainy And it's still hazy Maybe i'm just a little crazy A dead air filled the room I got tired of holding my breath And your words reached out for me And i reluctantly responded Got your message just yesterday Seems like things are going your way Made me rethink my words You're not a monster at all Must've been my imagination I'm overthinking again You've given me so much I feel i didn't give enough back We're losing touch I wonder if you'll ever come back Please don't mind the first half Just thought i should let you know It wasn't all that bad You truly were great And i'll never forget you I'll never forget you