I dig a new hole everytime I try to speak They're justified in always calling me a freak I dreaded all this every day of every week I know I'm better now But what's there to believe in If I'm open you miss it in commotion Drops in the ocean of your favorite potion Y'all know all your reasons and feed them You breathe to see me bleeding I'm seething and chiefing some weed to wane this feeling I hate it and love it I'm patient with some shit I'm breaking enough Is this something that's fun If I weren't always evil in your eyes Tell me what you'd have here to despise You fill all the blanks you find with lies Take it how it is Learn to live with my misguidance Hate the world you're in but you'll be happy you survived us We all break You'll always win again My friend, just stay and play pretend