Either lost track of the gamut or back then i didn't understand it I see a power play and panic Reminded how I'm abandoned I can't take this pressure It's something that I'm damned with My actions waste advantage And I can't fucking manage Realized the power of my words and I froze Some others would've lied till they rose Eyes surround you, what's your platform pose Think I locked up because I didn't know Talk about symptoms on tracks, not the causes You said I sought attention everytime I broke and lost it Spoke on a problem that I had and you would cause shit I became a victim of my friend and now I live on damaged And no one seems to understand it I'm moving feeling I'm too manic I break down when my head's not managed by best friends (Abandoned) I know they see me now as less then They think I've got the worst intentions I'm cut off from the first impression