I wonder if she exists
The girl in my head
The one I thought was you
Until you shot me dead
And I lay still on your bedroom floor
I love every bridge
That I have burned
Every lesson I have learned
Every hater I have earned
Sometimes I close my eyes and pretend nothing changed
As far as I know I'm still in your sister's arms
While you watch tv ignoring me in the other room
But I don't say goodbye
I'm afraid of your eyes
After they set me on fire
And I ran for my life
I don't understand
Now two years down the road
This shouldn't feel the way it does
I shouldn't have this heavy load
In a perfect world, you wouldn't mean a thing to me
I wouldn't cringe every time I hear your voice
Though I burned this bridge, your is stuck inside my cheek
But even when you tug and fuck my mind,
On these sleepless nights
I won't turn on the lights
I'll do what's right
I'll leave your life
As long as you leave mine