I feel destructive But I've got myself to blame Looking for balance Tell my why you and I never feel the same You know I mean it And it's been too hard to say But I think I've realized That I want you To break my heart again So I can feel Something that I'm used to I, I wish I had of known What we had 'Cause I don't know if I could lose you I could lose you Lose you I could lose Picking the battles But I think I'm losing ground Wish I could vanish Just to see what is like without you around Why do we hold on, like we'll find a way somehow? When I think I've realised That I want you To break my heart again So I can feel Something that I'm used to I, I wish I had of known What we had 'Cause I don't know if I could lose you I could lose you Lose you I could lose I don't want to wake up there I shouldn't have to lose myself to stay with you Let you know I've always cared 'Cause I'm alone and I feel like I should Tell me, did I let you down? You say you want to clear the air, well I do too Maybe we should just be friends 'Cause I'm afraid that I'll give up again 'Cause I want you To break my heart again So I can feel Something that I'm used to I, I wish I had of known What we had 'Cause I don't know if I want you To break my heart again So I can feel Something that I'm used to I, I wish I had of known What we had 'Cause I don't know if I could lose you I could lose you Lose you I could lose