So I wade throughout the fog of my emotions unfathomable soul
Like a scented roses garden where it would be
Inexcusable to only snap the smallest branch
Or even pick a tender bloom by carelessness left exposed
To irresistible decay irretrievably lost to unconsciousness
And by chance coincidence of a complex unforeseeable
Blend of possibilities - which force my brain to spill
Its famous endorphenious gifts all resistance is useless
Inborn is the urge to seek a way out of this fog
Each clearing in the dark ignites that hidden spark
Driven by instinct of self preservation
All lines are cut which might lead to the surface
That narrow layer of conscious self experience
Of interference on minds decisions
I got no choice, no alternative but to surrender to this force majeur
And so I wait to swallow the illusion the dream of resolvability
A tool to calm and settle my emotion across those dark impending hours
Relieve my pain and let me breath resume my search - and then.
Defined reduction to a bearable measure of duly experienced reality
Natures assurance for unconditioned continuity of all creation
And there seems no chance to escape this path
To break the boundaries of human imperfection
A creature of instinct constrained by a
Corset And civilised celing up to self-denial
Constantly seeks and finds channels to respond
The liberated spirit incessantly recoils at the boundaries of society
The eternal search for inner tranquility
Creates the grand illusion, the tool for survival
Consciousness deceived but then relieved
A temporary isle within the stream of my
Emotions to rescue mental force
Consciousness deceived but then relieved
And the more I try to approach the core
- The closer I look, the more I realise
Those emotional oddities are a gift nature revealed destiny price
And it's all in me - here to be
Instead of useless fight for minds clarity
I'd rather surrender and let it have it's way
Tear are pouring into my very eyes
Irrational joy is spreading any size
And it's all in me
And it's all in me - here to be
All that I feel - All that I dream
All that I try to be
All that I see - All that I know
All I commence to be
Now I realise the whole range of my
Conscious perception - the wideness of my soul
Just let it flow
And it's all in me
And it's all in me
And it's all in me - here to be