Yeah
I wish everything was perfect
And I wish I was deserving
Of everything that I ever wanted in my fucking life
But had never reached the surface
Now I steady stay searching
For a way to make you feel it when you heard this
Always thought I was a downright burden
Until I bought my speakers as an outright purchase
Now I got my chorded heater
In the middle of the summer, I'm recording features
Everybody hating is a hopeless sleeper
And everyone in my circle is a dope believer
Now, I had told my teachers
I would make em all proud
In my oldest sneakers
Put the pencil to the paper
And I wrote my dreams but
The only thing realistic is the gold retriever
I just hope I'm able
To see my twenties
Maybe my thirties
If the world will let me
Don't you all forget me
They won't come and get me
But I kinda wanna doubt it
Cause they shooting sentries
They don't care how it goes
They destroying it all
Through surprise attacks
So how's our country at fault
We've been staring at our phones
While they making a call
And now conspiracies are forming
Saying Trump is involved
Like, man what happened to the unity
One nation, one world, fuck a mutiny
Quit Jeffin' in this bitch
Know my tribe is legit
I'm surviving this shit
Like I found hidden immunity
I know the truth
I don't know what to do
I'm just making these songs
To keep pushing through
These rhymes I do
I don't write haikus
I look up at the crescent moon
It's the nighttime crew
It's dark out
I'm working
This life has seen no purpose
No clock-outs
Still learning
Still, I might seem so nervous
That's truthful
I'm faithful
You duck, I'll pass
No thank you
Work harder
Done waiting
Success ain't got no patience
2 AM when I write mine
Cause I only come alive in the nighttime
I ain't ever been in my right mind
Cause I only come alive in the nighttime
2 AM when I write mine
Cause I only come alive in the nighttime
I ain't ever been in my right mind
Cause I only come alive in the nighttime
2 AM when I write mine
Cause I only come alive in the nighttime
Don't be coming at me with your light lines
Or I'mma have to Tindr swipe right through your lifeline
I don't wanna hear no bullshit
Fuck off with all your excuses
Cut em off if they stupid
Swear to God, your only use is being useless
Wanna ball on through
See, I do what I do to get the contra soon
Get a mansion with my name in the largest room
This real, not fake, this is not cartoon
But we all get baked, that's what artists do
Wanna compensate just to get far, soon
See, I love birthdays, get to pop balloons
And man, fuck the opportune if you falling through
Now you said you only wanna make mills
But I just wonder where it takes you
Gotta lie to my face so did time in my space
Man, the timing is great but I know that it ain't true
And I don't want no fake deals
And I don't ever want no fake feels
I don't want no one to know I'm runner up
When I be coming up, but motherfucker I don't ever take L's
I'm sorry, not sorry
Fuck you if you leaving the party
Dumb bitch, don't you even get me started
I'll stand at the board with no ink in the marker
I don't wait, that's all day
Shut the door if you walking down the hallway
Keep it down, I got chords in the crawl space
I'm tryna work and record like always
It's dark out
I'm working
This life has seen no purpose
No clock-outs
Still learning
Still, I might seem so nervous
That's truthful
I'm faithful
You duck, I'll pass
No thank you
Work harder
Done waiting
Success ain't got no patience
2 AM when I write mine
Cause I only come alive in the nighttime
I ain't ever been in my right mind
Cause I only come alive in the nighttime
2 AM when I write mine
Cause I only come alive in the nighttime
I ain't ever been in my right mind
Cause I only come alive in the nighttime