It's in my head
And in my blood
But you need someone to count on
It's in my head
Stays in my lungs
I can be someone to count on
The reason I feel love is so that I could give it to you
I'm afraid to lose my only joy if my sickness gets to you too
They tell me that's what the drugs are for
You don't need to feel anymore
They tell me that's what the drugs are for
You don't need to feel like this anymore
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It's in my head
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It's in my head
It strains my heart
Comfort me, say I'm just anxious
It's in my head
It never stops
I think that it's gonna destroy us
The reason I felt love was so that I could give it to you
Well now I've lost my only joy since our illnesses did what they do
They tell me that's what the drugs are for
You don't need to feel anymore
They tell me that's what the drugs are for
There's nothing left for you to feel anymore
All of me will fade away
Until I'm just a body
All I used to be will pass away
Then I'll be happy
All of me will fade away
Until I'm just a body
All I used to be will pass away
All of me will fade away
Until I'm just a body
All I used to be will pass away
Then I'll be happy
All of me will fade away
Until I'm just a body
All I used to be will pass away
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When my mind short circuits
Deranged and artistic
Etching our time
On a weak pale skinned canvas
In the garden, in our dream
But loss is a weapon
I'd have killed myself long ago
If I'd known you were heaven
I'll never let you go
But I'll let you let me go